First Touch: Passport 2 Love (Firsts) by Loni Ree

Author:Loni Ree [Ree, Loni]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2020-06-03T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10

Zander

I’m slowly losing my mind. About a week ago, I admitted to myself that she owns my heart. No matter how much I fight this situation, I’ll never get it back. When I thought I might lose her to that crazy ex-boyfriend of hers, my world came crashing down around my shoulders. And the possibility of a baby both terrified me and excited me at the same time. Actually, what terrified me was how excited I got about the baby. Then everything was over, and our relationship is in worse shape than ever. I acted like the king ass, and she never wants to have anything to do with me again. My mind says it’s a win, but my heart says I’ve lost the most important thing in my life. Fuck. I want both of them to shut the fuck up.

As I sit on my sofa staring at the wall, a memory flashes through my mind. We were at Brock’s family’s house for Christmas. I ran around the corner and heard my dad and Uncle Lewis in the living room. He had no idea I was standing in the hallway when he complained, “It only takes falling in love with a woman to drain the heart and soul right out of you and leave you penniless and desperate.” I backed away before they knew I was there. Two days later, my parents died in a car accident, and I swore I’d never follow in my dad’s footsteps. There was no way I’d ever let a woman make me miserable. Yet, look where I am now. Fucking insane over a woman.

This morning has been the worst morning in weeks. When I walked in the door to find her flirting with an eighty-year-old customer, I wanted to strangle her and kick his ass, even though I knew it was perfectly harmless. The tight ass jeans and threadbare concert t-shirt she’s wearing show off every bit of her luscious body, and I’m ready to blind the next motherfucker who spends too long looking her over.

After lunch, Slater grabs me and pulls me into his office. I’m ready to let the asshole have it when he shoves his forearm into my throat and growls, “Look. You have lost it. Take a few fucking days and figure your shit out.” I push to move his heavy ass, but he holds strong. “It’s not a suggestion. You can’t go on. Either go after Rachel or give her up, but this in-between is killing you both.”

Fury at the situation shoots through me as I rub my throat and flip him off. “All of you fuckers need to leave me the fuck alone.” I’m not sure where I’m going, but I need to get away from all of them.

After spending the rest of the night convincing myself I can get over her, I return to TBD, determined to ignore my feelings and wait for them to go away. Deep down, I know I’m lying to myself.

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